I'm not gonna lie, this weather is
really getting to me. Its no secret that after 12 years of living in California that I long for sunshine, on a very regular basis. After a year in Ireland and a year in Oregon I'm DYING for some sun, literally going a little nuts. Most of the time, summers in the northwest are amazing, the best place to be, really. I'm anxiously awaiting Portland's summer arrival and am feeling like its an eternity away.
I'm also anxiously awaiting the closing of our new home. I've heard from many folks how closings are often not on time and that's just the way it goes, and unfortunately that's been the case for us as well. Sigh. Thankfully we have a gracious seller who has been beyond patient and for that, we are extremely thankful. So, we wait...and hopefully our home will be
our home next week (please, Lord!). I'm of course anxious to move in, although not anxious to get to Waco at the start of a hot summer. Sometimes its so hard to be present in the moment and not long for a further day/time. I remember when I was at
Malibu (the Young Life camp in Canada, not the city in California), having the best week of my life (which remains true to this day), there was a sign (I believe it was on the ground) and it said "be here now." We all thought that was a pretty funny sign, for obvious reasons but then our leader went on to explain how really profound it was- to actually
be present in this beautiful place. To not long for home or to be looking forward to something that was coming up, but to be present, in this place.in this moment in time. Soak up every second of what will be a very short week in hindsight, and take in all God wants you to experience. That moment has stuck with me for the past 17 years. I'm really trying to be here now, in Oregon, in this nasty rain, to not long for my new life (and SUNSHINE) that awaits me, but to live in this moment where I am, right now. God knows. He knows what we need and when we need it.
I must say, with exciting newness on the horizon also comes new planning, and decorating, and fun things like that. I've been inspired lately by blog posts, pictures, magazines, etc that get my wheels turning. I've had several people ask to see more photos of the inside of my home and I will definitely be sharing some before/after shots but for now I'm in the dreaming stage. I love our new home,
love it, its more than I ever hoped or dreamed it would be. One of the great things about our home is that its old (the #1 must have on my list) but that the kitchen and bathrooms have been re-done (a total bonus since it is 100 years old). The thing about having a newly re-modeled house is that so many things are new but they aren't things I would have necessarily picked out. The person who chose the new fixtures, paint colors, etc did an excellent job and its gorgeous, just not
what I would have chosen per se. With that said, I'm not going to be wasteful and get rid of brand new things just b/c they aren't what I would have chosen but I am going to re-paint and add my own touches, etc.. Over time I'm sure I'll put in some new flooring here, take out carpet there, etc... but that's a ways off. I do however want some opinions on something that I struggle with (I realize this is a decorating question, not life or death but I do genuinely want to hear your thoughts). I
love old homes, the character, charm, and history is so beautiful to me. I like a home to keep the integrity of the time it was built (with obvious modern updates) but to not ruin it with things that don't make sense for the time of the home. With that said, our home has lots of beautiful dark wood, I love it, I really do. However, with that said, I'm thinking of painting the wood white...is that criminal? Am I horrible for even suggesting such a thing?! I realize its
my home, and for the first time ever I get to decide, but I'm really torn. Anyone who knows me at all knows how much I love light, open, airy spaces, and white is my favorite color. So...it makes sense that I want to lighten it up a bit, but its so beautiful how it is! Anyway, if you have an opinion I'd love to hear it! Here is a picture of the main living area where most of the dark wood resides. If you have thoughts, lets here 'em!